Back and still alive~

I've always have the urge to blog something but I really don't know what to blog about.

I've always lack of ideas and I feel that even if I want to blog again, time won't let me, because I have to work and attend college~ D8<

But time never stops me from logging into FB and Twitter! XD I feel so hopeless now.

And I've figured out that my cousin wants me to be able to speak proper English by the end of this year! The thing is, am I speaking improper English here? Please Explain to me the difference between Proper and Improper English...

I would seriously like to know, if you are talking about British English then I will understand because British English are meant to be pronounced in different tone and way and the spellings are slightly different. But judging from the way I talk and type, I don't see a need to change anything. Plus my cousin speaks NORMAL english like I do. =.=

How I wish I can just EXPLAIN to him about this. I seriously don't know what he wants from me. So judgmental on so many things. I can't even SPEND MY time doing things that I like. It's my hobby. Not yours.

People don't understand how this Cosplay thing works, well it's pretty simple. It's just a hobby and interest, nothing more nothing less. I don't know if I'm suppose to consider this hobby an EVIL activity like how he says it, but I just tend to nod and agree to whatever shit he is telling me when I meet him.

I would LOVE to say "Shut up, You're not the one to tell me when I start something and when I stop it."

But I can't, simply because HE IS WAY OLDER THAN ME AND I HAVE TO RESPECT HIS ASS.

The hell he think he is??? I don't care what you do. I don't wanna be like you, I don't want to be a programmer like you. strict ass man.

I can go on for hours on this shit, but I'm just going to stop here..... cause I can't take it anymore and I gotta sleep.....

Need to wake up and check the rent for this month. shit.

Sorry for the rant, but I must say. It's quite a comeback~ XD

Good night people! XD

First new Blog post~

Hey there! XD So, I've started a new blog to face a better side of myself, and of course the WORLD! X3

well, i used to blog then I ran out of inspiration to blog, but I will try my best to keep my blog

updated from time to time. IDK what am I suppose to blog about, because my life isn't that much of a drama, and a blog is basically for me to rant when I can't say it out...

Honestly speaking, I am better on typing than on speaking, because when I speak to a certain person especially if I don't know you that well, of course my mind is filled with things to say, but i simply can't say it out~ But when I type, things just burst out like lava~ XDDD

Family members used to ask me why do I love cosplay~~ My one and only answer would be because I feel that I am myself when I cosplay, when I haven't discovered the Anime fantasy world, I was always shy and quiet, an introvert you could say. But once I was exposed to the other side of the world~ (not hell okay! get your minds straight!!) I would tell to anyone who questions cosplays and other stuffs related to anime and manga this >>>> "Experience it and you will understand it, If you don't know about it then let me break it down for you, Cosplaying is as Important as my life is" as I have said in one of my status in Facebook.

My mom never stopped me when I chose to cosplay because she knows I love it and want it, so I never stopped loving what I have become today! XD Life is always a challenge, it always has ups and downs, tell me whose life is perfect?? Even the most perfect person in the world has ups and downs in his/her life! :P I may not know about how to be perfect but I hope many people would like me just the way I am, because I don't plan to change, I wanna be like me... But I really got to change my attitude of trusting people too easily.. T_T It is a very bad habit I admit it!!! T_T

There was this once I followed a guy and a girl that asked me to go Tmn Desa when I was on my way to the KL Central Monorail station.... T_T I went over to Tmn Desa in a taxi that cost RM30 and sat there listen to them talk, wanting me to pay a deposit of RM400 so that I can scratch a scratch card and then see what I've won~ I guess I believed them, and in the middle of the "discussion" I suddenly realized that I've been tricked! OMG! I tried to escape but luckily they let me go. I was stuck in Tmn Desa without any friends, or taxi. Called Alex to complain about it, and save me, but unfortunately, he's stucked in a jam in PJ area.. Then finally, I manage to grab a cab and got my ass over to TS! T_T some adventure that day....

I was thinking lucky I wasn't raped or something! T_T Lucky I still have my money! wasted RM30! SHYT! FML to da MAX!

Anyways, since this is a new blog, I am gonna flood this blog with my cosplay pics~

Me as Grell Sutcliffe~ with a Nyan Nyan fan~

Ciel in Yukata

Here I shall promise you guys that in my next post I will post up videos that I took.. interesting ones~ XD

Take care~ :3

Yours Grelliciously,

Sora